silence of the night

It has been weeks since i saw the cards. It is no big deals to many ppls eyes though. But somehow all the sentence were still in my mind, it haunted me time to time.

Perhaps I'm very much in luv with u to the extent i cann't get myself to believe u r treating other girls much much more better than me? Sound paranoid? Thats me, a typical sensitive, insecure and lack of confidence girl.

Perhaps i'm too clingy on u that i forgot how my life was b4 knowing u. I got over sensitive on ur act and talk to me. Even a simple remark can lead me to certain degree of depress without ur knowledge.

I guess is time for me to start to learn back the life b4 i knew u.. to learn to be independent again...

I really wish i can be as 'bo chap' as u. =)